Mood: aaaaa rrrrr 5 / 10 (it starts slowly ...) 
I must admit it was a period of "NO" very hard. I will not explain what happened (I'm not the typical girl that is unleashed with friends in a mega-pajama-party made it less depressing by some cups of ice creams and swiped at work), know that it punches in the stomach I've got enough in my life of 19-20 years and then are used to get up quickly because otherwise you may remain crushed under the weight of guilt that (too often) do not have.
Then again my mission remains the same and do not give up but I need to reach the goal of a cosplayer who could challenge the world with me. We would like to participate in the WCS, but not for the sake of winning it for the sake of free travel (and become "famous") but the thing is in every manga ... because I want to compete, as Goku / Naruto want to challenge those above me, not to win but to have quell'adrenalina blood, to pass the nights to sew or draw details of a dress with controcazzi!! For the sake of saying, "I've made my ass to challenge now let me see your best" ... except to say: "I got my ass and won." I want to challenge. Here in Italy is certainly say the same thing, but after the video of Giorgia WCS 2005, I feel inclined to challenge the world because ... I do not know how to say in words ...
know that I regard as the best or the Italian is not cosplay to my peers, but to challenge everything and everybody, get involved. Not win, but being there and bringing the best! Sure is great ambition but in the end we all have a dream and if it is too big for us sooner or later we will then be too large and therefore need to gamble. Then again from the street ... all alone for the moment, but the next cosplay I hope to start putting the soul like the old days, when up at 3 am (including a ballet and another) I was drawing with the time to weave the details of my cosplay. Maybe alone but with the certainty of having someone by my side willing to dance with me in a coat of paint next.
I must admit it was a period of "NO" very hard. I will not explain what happened (I'm not the typical girl that is unleashed with friends in a mega-pajama-party made it less depressing by some cups of ice creams and swiped at work), know that it punches in the stomach I've got enough in my life of 19-20 years and then are used to get up quickly because otherwise you may remain crushed under the weight of guilt that (too often) do not have. Then again my mission remains the same and do not give up but I need to reach the goal of a cosplayer who could challenge the world with me. We would like to participate in the WCS, but not for the sake of winning it for the sake of free travel (and become "famous") but the thing is in every manga ... because I want to compete, as Goku / Naruto want to challenge those above me, not to win but to have quell'adrenalina blood, to pass the nights to sew or draw details of a dress with controcazzi!! For the sake of saying, "I've made my ass to challenge now let me see your best" ... except to say: "I got my ass and won." I want to challenge. Here in Italy is certainly say the same thing, but after the video of Giorgia WCS 2005, I feel inclined to challenge the world because ... I do not know how to say in words ...
know that I regard as the best or the Italian is not cosplay to my peers, but to challenge everything and everybody, get involved. Not win, but being there and bringing the best! Sure is great ambition but in the end we all have a dream and if it is too big for us sooner or later we will then be too large and therefore need to gamble. Then again from the street ... all alone for the moment, but the next cosplay I hope to start putting the soul like the old days, when up at 3 am (including a ballet and another) I was drawing with the time to weave the details of my cosplay. Maybe alone but with the certainty of having someone by my side willing to dance with me in a coat of paint next.
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